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Numb. Words,  just words. Sometimes words can be hurtful. Sometimes words can bring joy. Sometimes words can bring happiness. Words can cripple someone. Words can make someone soar. Three words, eight letters, one meaning . Those words made me complete and happy. Today is my one year Ann. with my Daddy. This past year has had so much happiness in, so much sorrow, so much joy and so much pain. i never , in a million years thought i would be writing today, on my one year ann. that my Daddy and i over. When He ended things with me , i felt like someone had their hands around my neck , trying to suffocate me. my heart tried to leap right out

Good morning Everyone, i know it has been a while since i have posted. Things are going pretty good here. i have been with my Master for the most amazing 10 months. i did not realize i could feel so much happiness and love again. He surrounds me in His heart and keeps me safe. He is my best friend. i cannot believe a year ago , i was dreading thanksgiving coming and having to see my dad. Things are going much better there as well. He is relaxing finally and realizing that i am not such a bad person. That other people that see good in me and warmth cannot all be wrong. i am actually , thankful for my step mom, i feel like she is a mother to

hi Everyone it has been a while since i have updated. i am trying to get back into this whole updating thing laughs. i made it through another ann. date of my mom's death, with no scars. Things are going ok with my father, he is trying really hard to mellow out a bit, i have my step mom to thank for that. she informed him he can't walk around like a natzi and bully people into doing what he wants all the time. and that his words can hurt and leave scars. i am very happy, i have been with my Master for 7 months. He is truely my best friend, i never thought We would be so made for eachother but We are!!!!!!!!!!!!! He sees all the good in me ,